SINGLEHOOD

It’s been three years since I last had a boyfriend. For the past three years of being single, I have encountered many people who asked me “May boyfriend ka na?” with a follow up question “Ang tagal mo nang single, bakit wala pa?” Just like last Tuesday, I was with Erika and while waiting for the freshmen enrollees she asked me..

Erika: Cha may boyfriend ka na?
Me: Wala. Bakit?
Erika: O? Wala lang.. I think it’s your year. Haha!

It’s my year? Whaaaat?! Haha! Okay. So I really didn’t know where Erika got that “I think it’s your year” comment. Hahaha! But here’s the thing, I know that my heart got really hurt before but I CAN’T say that I haven’t move on yet because I already did. Alam kong matagal bago ako naka-move on but I REALLY know na nakamove on na ko ngayon after that bad breakup.

I’m really not sure why I’m still single but I guess it’s because I’m not yet ready to love again. Honestly, I only have two major reasons kung bakit hindi pa ako ready. First, I want to focus on my studies. Though, kaya naman pagsabayin yun pero I just don’t want it to get in the way right now. Especially now na incoming 3^rd year. I don’t know if I can handle that. Haha!

Second, I’M SCARED. Two nights ago, a friend told me to read one of his blog entries that would answer my question to him. After reading, it did answer the question I asked him. But to my surprise, it was more than an answer to my question. Hindi lang sinagot yung tanong ko, ang dami kong na realize bigla. I’m scared about losing my virginity to someone na hindi ko makakasama forever. Totoo kasi na ang hirap paniwalaan minsan sa mag boyfriend/girlfriend na wala pang nangyayari sa kanila lalo na kapag ang tagal na nila. Lalo na at my age, parang ang dami dami kong kilalang couples na normal na sa kanila yun. Pero naiintindihan ko naman sila. I’m very open-minded about that. I personally think that it should be an agreement between the couple. It should be done whenever the woman says she’s ready. And it should be important na hindi nap-pressure yung babae. But why am I scared? Because I promised to myself na gusto ko kapag nag boyfriend na ulit ako. Gusto ko forever na siya. And forever scares me. STILL scares me. Hindi ko alam kung naintindihan niyo yun. I hope you did. Tell me if you did. Haha! :))

Maybe by 5^th year, or after graduation pa ko magiging ready. Haha! But please don’t get me wrong, I am very very happy and contented right now about being single. Single is SOOOO FUN! :)

Currently listening to: Can't Believe It - Jojo
Currently feeling: Okay :))

I Could Not Ask For More :)

I finally got the right time that I needed for this blog entry. I know it’s been a while and a lot of wonderful things already happened to me for the past days. But let me “summarize” those wonderful things in a different way because I’ve got something else on my mind na gustong gusto ko na i-blog. Hahaha :))

April 12, 2009: Uncle Mon's Birthday/Welcome Back Celebration

We celebrated Uncle Mon's birthday in advance and his homecoming as well. SUPER FUN night with my family and the rest of the clan. We finished two bottles of Jose Cuervo (my favorite) and few bottles of San Mig Light before and after finishing the tequila. Hindi ako tinamaan. Damn! Hahaha! I LOVE MY CLAN SO MUCH! :)

April 17-19, 2009: Tagaytay and Lian, Batangas

On our way to Tagaytay. Vanity with my dear cousins. Super traffic kasi sa C5 kaya nagpakavain nalang. Hahaha! :)

Vanity with Dee. Super traffic talaga kaya nagkakaganyan kami. (Ginawa ko pang dahilan yun. Hahaha!) Oo na. VANITY IS OUR FAVORITE SIN. Hahaha! :))

April 18, 2009: Lian, Batangas

It's a private resort. Not yet done. It's sooo beutiful! Go to my multiply for more pictures. :) I LOVE THE PLACE! :)

Vanity again. Sorry. Hahaha! :)) Apat lang yan sa napakadaming vain pics. Haha! Right Dee? I LOVE YOU DEE! :) By the way, photos were all from Dee. Thank you Tamps! HAHA :))

So there you go. That's my different way of summarizing the wonderful things that happened to me for the past days. Haha! :)) Yan yung mga importanteng nangyare sa akin lately. :) Thank you Lord for all the blessings! I love You! :)

Currently listening to: Hatin' On the Club - Rihanna
Currently feeling: Hot (Ang iniiiiiiit!)

Night Swimming is Lalalalove!

Just got home from a simple dinner out with my parents. I REALLY LOVE JAPANESE FOOD! Yummy! :) Sister dear is in Boracay with her friends. Inggit ako. Haha! Anyway, I'm actually not in the mood of blogging righ now. Pero madami na nangyari for the past few days at dapat malagay na kaya pipilitin ko. Haha! :))

Three days ago I went to school for my clearance. Got the slip and everything's cleared. :) Had a short talk with Nor and Chel about the team's training and coach. About the training, I think we're going to start week before classes resume. On the other hand, I'm still wondering and bothered about the coach thing. Hindi ko pa din alam paano sasabihin kay Ian. Damn!

After clearance, bought milk tea at Simple Life with Hope (of course). Grabe namiss ko milk tea! Iba talaga! Oo na adik na talaga ako dun. Inaamin ko. Hahaha! :)) Then we went to Yellowcab, Lacson to meet the rest of the Girls plus Wes, Ashley and Duke for Anna's early birthday treat for us. Thanks Anna! And another thanks for the pasalubong from Hong Kong! :) I missed everyone. Matagal nanaman bago tayo magkakasama ulit ng kumpleto. :(

After eating, met up with Kat then went home with her dahil mag n-night swimming kami dito sa F1! :) Inaya ko din pinsan ko para naman mas madami kami. (Mas madami ng isa lang. Haha!) First night swimming ko ngayong summer nung Wednesday with them! Kahit tatlo lang kami, I had fun. May boys pa na nakasabay. Ehem, Kat. Destiny. HAHAHAHA! Anyway, thanks Kat and cous for a fun "chismisan" night! Hahaha! I SUPER MISSED NIGHT SWIMMING! Pag summer lang kasi inoopen yun. Kaya namiss ko talaga. Part 2, please! :)

And oh btw, I got my grades day before clearance c/o Aina. Lowest average grade so far but fair enough, I guess. :/

It's 12:00am! So officially, it's Anna's 19th birthday already!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA YEUNG! :)

Currently listening to: Broken Strings - James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado
Currently feeling: Sleepless