Sunday, March 29, 2009

I Love Surprises!

After hearing a mass with my dad and my sister last night, we went home straight and I found out that they are all going out. So yes, home alone ako. Haha!

Participated Earth Hour alone but I was scared to stay inside our house without lights or anything so I decided to walk outside for an hour. Many houses participated but not all. I liked it whenever I pass by houses with candle as their light and see some people playing or hanging out in front of their houses. There were also people like me who decided to walk around the village. It's so cool. But I think it would be cooler if EVERYONE in the village participated. It was actually my first time to participate Earth Hour 'cause I thought that this was the first one. I just found out last night through Nor that it was not the first. Nung 2007 pa pala may ganyan. I'm such a loser 'cause I'm not aware of that. Haha! I must say that this year's Earth Hour campaign and advertisements were effective.

After an hour of walk, went inside the house to rest. Sakto 9:30pm na din kaya pwede na buksan yung lights. Haha! I ate dinner alone. Watched TV alone. At nag internet na lang buong magdamag. Hahaha! But I actually enjoyed being alone. Nakakamiss din minsan yung magisa ka lang tapos nasa bahay lang. Matagal tagal na din since yung last na nangyari saken yun kaya namiss ko. :)

Then the highlight of my "lonely" night..

As I was saying, I was just online and surfing the internet the whole night. At exactly 1:25am, I was surprised to see that Micah was calling me. Micah was my schoolmate back in highschool at Miriam and we live in the same village. Medyo hesitant pa ko sa pag-sagot kasi baka napindot lang or whatever. Pero hindi. Haha! She was with Boom, her boyfriend, which happens to be my schoolmate back in gradeschool at JASMS. It's been a while since we last saw each other that's why they want to drop by our house to just see me and chat for a while. So I changed my clothes (Kasi medyo nakapantulog na ko . Haha!) then went outside our house to meet them. Sakto paglabas ko andun na sila.

So we were just there in front of our house talking until 3:00am. Boom was kinda drunk. Galing pala kasi sila sa party sa poolside. Funny because I can smell the alcohol coming from Boom. Hahaha! Boom was very talkative. Super daldal niya na umabot sa point na ako na mismo nagsasabi sakanya na umalis na sila ni Micah dahil late na tapos inaantok na kami ni Micah. Hahaha! Boom is naturally talkative. Pero drunk pa siya kaya mas lumala. Hahaha! He keeps on reminiscing the gradeschool days. Hindi siya nauubusan ng sasabihin. But it's fine with me. It was fun listening and talking to him about those immature and childish days way way back in gradeschool. I actually love the fact that he can still remember a lot of things. Super vivid ng memory niya. Haha! I just really wish that they came earlier so there would be more time to spend chatting. I really appreciate what they did. I missed them both! Especially Boom, kasi nga naman mas matagal daw ang pinagsamahan namin kesa kay Micah kaya sakanya daw dapat ako maniwala. Siya ang nagsabi nun. Hahaha!

So they left around 3:00am. I went back inside our house.. switched off the laptop and went to bed. I texted both of them because I was kinda nervous about Boom driving home. Lasing kasi eh. Boom called me around 5:00am but I was already sleeping so I wasn't able to answer his call. I took it as a sign na nakauwi na siya which is right naman. :) Thanks, Lord! :)

And btw, Micah texted me a while ago and she said na nakatulog pala si Boom sa car niya bago umuwi talaga kaya pala ang late na ni Boom tumawag. Haha!

Boom and Micah, I know you won't see this blog but I still want to thank both of you for making my "lonely" Saturday a meaningful one. Haha! THANK YOU! :)


Currently listening to: Knock You Down - Keri Hilson ft. Neyo & Kanye West
Currently feeling: Unhealthy :))

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Reasons for Breathing

(Sa totoo lang, hindi ko talaga alam kung pano ko sisimulan itong blog entry na ito. 30 minutes na ko nakatitig lang sa screen kasi hindi ko alam kung saan ako magsisimula sa sobrang dami kong gusto ilagay. Hahaha! So, bahala na kung ano mauna. Haha!)

Let me start this by expressing how happy and contented I am right now. I've been contemplating about this feeling for a week already because I'm not sure if this will last or if this is real or whatever. And I realized that IT IS REAL. I don't even have to question this feeling because I have my reasons to feel this way. :)

First of all, I think the core reason why I'm feeling this way is because I am having a stronger faith and relationship with God. It is really true that if we feel lost or out of this world, the only one who can save us is God. I realized that only God can make us really feel the true happiness and inner peace that we seek.

More reasons why I'm feeling this way are because of my family, friends, and studies. :) Lately I've been enjoying spending time with my family and relatives. Habang tumatagal parang mas nagiging bonded kami at mas masaya. And I love it! :)

I'm also very very happy with my friends. Lalo na yung mga nakakasama ko lately. Alam niyo kung sino kayo. Thanks for the friendship! They're keeping me stronger and happier. THANK YOU THANK YOU! :)

And lastly, I'm really contented with my studies. It felt SOOO GOOD knowing that I passed all my subjects. Hindi niyo kasi alam kung gano ako katamd ngayong sem kaya ang sarap ng feeling na yung mga ginawa ko enough na yun para mapasa lahat at walang remedials. Pero kahit na ganun, mas masaya sana kung lahat kami sa class especially yung mga friends ko talaga sa class wala din remedials and passed lahat. Kaso lang hindi. :( The only thing that I can do right now to help is pray for them.

And oh, I'm happy to have new found friends in OT SOC. It's really flattering na isa ako sa napili maging officer. Being the auditor is a great opportunity. :) Kahit nilagay lang ako ni Erika para sa voting, I must admit na gusto ko din pala talaga. I'll do my best. :)

That's it for now! I need to dress up for mass. :)


Currently listening to: Something Special - Usher
Currently feeling: Motivated

Monday, March 23, 2009

Fresh Start

I already have an existing blogger account but everything written there was very "highschool-ish". Haha! I just want to start my blogger life again in a fresh way.

So today, I decided to create a new blogger account for my personal use. Most of the time, I don't have enough energy to write the important/special days of my life in a detailed way anymore because of many schoolwork. Sa planner ko na lang nasusulat yung mga nangyayari, at hindi detailed yun. So, this blog will be my personal diary. And as much as possible, I'll keep this blog private and exclusive for CHOSEN PEOPLE ONLY dahil dito ko talaga ilalagay lahat lahat. But in case you happen to pass by this blog intentionally or unintentionally, YOU SHOULD KNOW WHEN TO KEEP SILENT. :)

IT'S OFFICIALLY SUMMER 2009! I LOVE IT! :)


Currently listening to: Cookie Jar - Gym Class Heroes ft. The Dream
Currently feeling: Steady